Sleepless Nights With A "Knife" In Your Back

Due to another sleepless night, I am lying in a very uncomfortable position on my living room chair which is caused by horrible crick in my neck. However, my neck is not the thing bothering me as much as the "knife" which has been dug even further into my back.

No, don't worry! You do not need to call an ambulance, as this is not something doctors, nurses, or ambulance drivers could fix. (Unless I really did have a knife in my back, then they would probably be able to do something.) This "knife" is due to me having recently discovered a few things in my life, most important thing as of this moment....friends.

I have recently lost two friends in the past month. They all of a sudden turned on me and our friendship, and I have been struggling with it.
One choosing a partying lifestyle, and the other being cold and for lack of another word childish about something that I didn't even do.

I keep hoping that they will come around and we can be friends again.....but I think in this past month and really this first half of the year. I've grown and changed. I don't want the same things they want, and I think even if they were to come around and be nice again......I wouldn't hang out with them.
Not in a "I'm mad at you for being mean." reason, but rather "We've changed and I think our friendship has come to an end."

Well that's all I've got for the time being. I'm going to go and TRY to fall asleep.......hopefully.

Inspiring words of wisdom are as follows,

"Sleep,
Dreams,
Sleep,
Pizza"
~Me

Love From,
Abagayil

A Short Little Upset Note.

I just wrote an awesome blog post, and forgot to save it.

I don't think anyone understands my rage in this very moment.

It was such an amazing post. I was quite proud of it, oh well.....I'll just have to re-write all over again.

Here are some words of wisdom, "Always freaking save your draft!!!" ~Me

Love From,

Abby